I hope that love she gave you, was just enough to save you;

carylchong.
fourteen; 20th november 1992.
assumption english school.

bulletformyyvalentine@hotmail.com
MY FRIENDSTER.

& now i'm headed for heartbreak;

♥ ZIPPORAHANN.
♥ AMANDALOPEZ.
♥ ALYANNABULAO.
♥ CLARAOWYONG.
♥ CHIAYIXIN.
♥ CHUAWANJUN.
♥ CRYSTALTAY.
♥ KATHLEENGACAD.
♥ KATHLEENORETTA.
♥ KEVINRAY.
♥ MARIELCLARISSE.
♥ MARIUSLIEW.
♥ REGINAMAE.
♥ RHIENAMYE.
♥ RINADIYANAH.
♥ TIFFANIESIO.

HEADED FOR HEARTBREAK; Tell me you still care,
I need to hear it.
Tell me you still love me,
I need to know it.

December 2006
January 2007
March 2007
April 2007
July 2007
September 2007

it's funny cause everytime i try to move on, my feelings bring you back in.

i'm so so so sorry for the lack of updates lately. keep forgetting to update you. hahaha. anyways here's a quick update bout my life recently. he's been staring, i feel really confused and i really don't know what to do. and i wanna let go, cause it seems he's already found someone new. sighs. i hate friday. as in sport's day that day. i was happy and upset at the same time. happy cause i saw him running! wheeeee hothothot! upset cause he didn't even give a damn that i was there. he'll pretend that he didn't see me at all. don't you know how much it hurts my dear? :(((

okay then went to lot1 with my dearest rina, auriel and yiting. and guess what? 2 dogs came along. mary and elly. fuck la. damn irritating okay. i seriously got pissed, i wanted to stand up and walk away. andandand, okay refer to my public blog for that entry bout that day. mary, i wish you'd shut the fuck up sometimes. wait, most of the time. eh wait, everytime. i'm so glad you'll be gone for 5 days. 5 days without mary's crap, hahhhhh so peaceful! no more hurtful comments. wheeeeeeeeeeeee!

okay, one more thing to blog about before i forget bout it. yes, we're still on the same topic. well, when mary and i came back from the toilet and had to walk past his table, mary said that she saw him looking at her and smiling. then she said that he always smile at her, e.g: the sec one campfire, that day, blahblahblah. eh please la, you think everyone wanna stare at you issit? don't think so highly of yourself okay. eew. oh yeah, and what 'study' group huh? if you wanna comment on others, can you please think about how others will feel first before you do? so what if you say what's inside your heart? i don't give a damn okay.

do you know how fucking annoying it is when EVERY single thing you talk about is about sebastian? sebastian this, sebastian that. wtfh la. shut up mary. shut up. and about elly. i've got nothing nice to say about her. but 2 words are good enough to describe her. FUCKING ANNOYING. i'm sorry if this post is really really vulgar, but i wanna let off some steam here. sorry eh?

okay i'm done here. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! ahhhh I Miss Muhd Shaqif Bte Ahmad! :( why can't we talk this over? why can't we just patch back? why can't you just talk to me? why can't you just treat me like you used to back then? fuck, i miss you a hell lot dear. midyears are coming! but will you even want me back? :(

taste the bitterness inside at 6:50 AM;