I hope that love she gave you, was just enough to save you;

carylchong.
fourteen; 20th november 1992.
assumption english school.

bulletformyyvalentine@hotmail.com
MY FRIENDSTER.

& now i'm headed for heartbreak;

♥ ZIPPORAHANN.
♥ AMANDALOPEZ.
♥ ALYANNABULAO.
♥ CLARAOWYONG.
♥ CHIAYIXIN.
♥ CHUAWANJUN.
♥ CRYSTALTAY.
♥ KATHLEENGACAD.
♥ KATHLEENORETTA.
♥ KEVINRAY.
♥ MARIELCLARISSE.
♥ MARIUSLIEW.
♥ REGINAMAE.
♥ RHIENAMYE.
♥ RINADIYANAH.
♥ TIFFANIESIO.

HEADED FOR HEARTBREAK; Tell me you still care,
I need to hear it.
Tell me you still love me,
I need to know it.

December 2006
January 2007
March 2007
April 2007
July 2007
September 2007

honey i just can't let go.

school's been hell for me lately.
i've got so many bloody problems and guess what caused it all?
well, my big mouth of course!
the karvina thing and the backbone problem thing.
caryl why can't you just keep your fking mouth shut?
if you've got nothing to fking do with this, then stfu and back off.
argh, but seriously i tried apologising to them today.
sooo, i wrote this apology letter to rica and marie.
and i put it on rica's table before leaving fer recess.
when i got back, i realise there was a huge crowd around her table.
so i figured it was the letter thing so i avoided going there.
then the fking natasha, slammed the table and argh!
" still dare to say, apology not accepted and will never ever be accepted! "
the thing is, she's got nothing to fking do with this la.
fkingnabeicheebyebitch.
i was cursing her the whole time okay.
when the bell finally rang, i was so fking happy.
but i was emoing the whole time during chinese period.
was so fking moody that i didn't even wanna talk.
after school, saw him at the canteen.
and somehow i caught him looking over at my side.
maybe i was just imagining stuff.
stayed with dave at the studyarea, and somehow he managed to make me laugh.
was still feeling really horrible inside so went to the toilet to vent my anger.
so cutcutcut! after that went back to " study " with dave.
stayed in the canteen with alyanna and the rest.
watched Scary Movie 3!
was a little scary especially the ring part.
creepyyyyy la!
then blahblahblah.
went home with kevin and wanjun cause they offered to!
well, ever since what happened to me on the overhead bridge.
this year's a really unlucky year for me, i realised.
i've got a hell lot of problems and i just don't know if i'm strong enough to face them.
i'm not looking forward to going to class tmr cause i feel so odd now.
they've turned practically everyone against me.
i'm so fking sick of this cold war, sick of feeling alone.
now i know how liqing feels in class. =/
and somemore i've got fking face those bitches plus him.
i wanna leave this place and migrate to somewhere far away from them.
i hate my fking life la. ):
shut up caryl! shut your fking big mouth up.

taste the bitterness inside at 7:12 AM;