I hope that love she gave you, was just enough to save you;

carylchong.
fourteen; 20th november 1992.
assumption english school.

bulletformyyvalentine@hotmail.com
MY FRIENDSTER.

& now i'm headed for heartbreak;

♥ ZIPPORAHANN.
♥ AMANDALOPEZ.
♥ ALYANNABULAO.
♥ CLARAOWYONG.
♥ CHIAYIXIN.
♥ CHUAWANJUN.
♥ CRYSTALTAY.
♥ KATHLEENGACAD.
♥ KATHLEENORETTA.
♥ KEVINRAY.
♥ MARIELCLARISSE.
♥ MARIUSLIEW.
♥ REGINAMAE.
♥ RHIENAMYE.
♥ RINADIYANAH.
♥ TIFFANIESIO.

HEADED FOR HEARTBREAK; Tell me you still care,
I need to hear it.
Tell me you still love me,
I need to know it.

December 2006
January 2007
March 2007
April 2007
July 2007
September 2007

you're the touch that never fades away.

i know i haven't been updating for almost 2 whole months now.
and i really do apologise.
i've been really busy studying for the common tests and trying to stop crying.
well we kinda broke up last month, exactly on valentine's day.
i'll have to wait till after midyears are over or either until his results improve.
i miss him terribly.
i just can't stop thinking about him.
it gets really hard everytime i see him in school.
i've got to try to stay happy when all i wanna do is cry.
even though i fell like i've just got stabbed in the heart everytime i see him, i DO wanna see him.
it's the holidays now, and i know i'm gonna miss him alot more.
it's been almost a month since we've parted.
he's always acting so cold everytime he sees me.
though i do catch him staring sometimes.
what does it all mean?
i wanna know if he still loves me, or whether he misses me.
but i just can't bring myself to msg him and ask him.
i miss those msgs we used to send.
and all those calls which only last for a few minutes but seems like forever to me.
i miss you offering to walk me to the bus stop.
i miss the sound of your voice and that sweet smile of yours.
sighs baby, what will it take for you to come back to me?
i just can't stop crying myself to sleep every night.
and i've been doing really stupid things like trying to kill myself.
you've hurt me so badly, even the drugs don't work. they just make things worst.
can you please tell me the truth?
do you still love me the way you did?
cause the silence is killing me.
please tell me, how do you stay so happy all the time?
why does it seem like i'm the only one thats hurting?
i guess i'm better off dead.
baby tell me, what will you do, what will you say?
if you found me gone, if i walked away?
will your heart be burned?

taste the bitterness inside at 7:45 AM;