I hope that love she gave you, was just enough to save you;

carylchong.
fourteen; 20th november 1992.
assumption english school.

bulletformyyvalentine@hotmail.com
MY FRIENDSTER.

& now i'm headed for heartbreak;

♥ ZIPPORAHANN.
♥ AMANDALOPEZ.
♥ ALYANNABULAO.
♥ CLARAOWYONG.
♥ CHIAYIXIN.
♥ CHUAWANJUN.
♥ CRYSTALTAY.
♥ KATHLEENGACAD.
♥ KATHLEENORETTA.
♥ KEVINRAY.
♥ MARIELCLARISSE.
♥ MARIUSLIEW.
♥ REGINAMAE.
♥ RHIENAMYE.
♥ RINADIYANAH.
♥ TIFFANIESIO.

HEADED FOR HEARTBREAK; Tell me you still care,
I need to hear it.
Tell me you still love me,
I need to know it.

December 2006
January 2007
March 2007
April 2007
July 2007
September 2007

then i reached out for you but you weren't there.

my internet explorer's going crazy!
it's not letting me go to any website at all!
oh no, not again?
YES again, but why at this point of time?
it's the 14th march and this means we've parted for exactly 1 month and this sucks.
i still can't believe that i actually survived this whole month.
maybe it isn't so hard to try to forget him and just concentrate on my studies?
k who am i trying to kid?!
i just can't stop thinking about him.
EVERY second he's always on my mind.
well, i'll try to stop talking about him right now.
soooo today went to lot1 with theresa after lessons.
and guess what?
i pierced my ears!
and it's definitely worth the 8bucks i spent!
wheeeeeeeeee (:
then after that my dearest wanjun came to meet me after her softball training!
then we started roaming all around lot1.
bought a new handphone pouch cause i lost mine, and a new marker and pen!
then went back home, but luckily i didn't get drenched!
cause i was smart enough to call home and ask judith to come down with an extra umbrella!
okay i know i should stop flattering myself before i get high from all those self-compliments.
HAHAHAHA!
and guess what?
i heard jeremy singing just now and i couldn't stop laughing!
his singing isn't THAT bad, just the occasional outta tune thing.
he can play the guitar well, and that's so ultra cool!
wanjun forced jeremy to sing to her again and i wanted to here so i called her phone and she added me into the convo with her and jeremy.
the thing is, jeremy doesn't know that i'm listening in too!
man that was hilarious.
ahhhh i'm having terrible cramps right now.
and this seriously reminds me of him cause i had really bad cramps once and he started panicking.
he even offered to take me to see a doctor cause my parents weren't home.
okay it's not like i wanna be reminded of him, it's just that it's really hard to stop thinking of him.
my head's screaming: who cares about him?
my heart's screaming: i do!
i shouldn't have fallen so deeply in love with him.
i don't wanna love him, but i just can't help it.
i'm stuck on him.
well, i shall let my dearest tummy rest now.
so gdnight world!
& in my heart, you're all that matters.

taste the bitterness inside at 10:13 PM;